Can not go to work today. Yey! (Well, at least my reason is valid!) Am sick. Got fever since yesterday! = (Am thinking if I would go to the hospital to have my check-up done but am just TOO LAZY to get up. Can not sleep either. Got a lot to think about. Stuff to do. And yet CAN "T MOVE !!! Waahhhh! Seems like the 'get-way' with my best buddies was not enough though. like to go back there, perhaps want to stay there for a few more days. Ohh, would try to tell about it later. Don 't know. I've been lacking motivation since November last year. All I want to do is have that great escape! for a year or two to think things over .. .. to find a real purpose of my existence! It's a die for! Self - introspection has really been a part of my college days. And now that I'm in the 'real world' am feeling that I was detached with my own world. Yes, I am. And I somehow hate myself for that.

I will get back later and will tell you more stories..I think my brother had finished cooking. Time to eat! C'mon let's have brunch! =)) Yum.