The text that catches my attention while walking inside the mall, when I passed by this particular clinic. A question that brings me sadness... a question that bothers me. All because I know all this time, I'm not living my life well. :( As they say and indeed true, health is WEALTH. We must take good care of our body because we only have one body and we only live ONCE. I remember while studying Psychology, the bottom line for being sick is that your body cannot adapt anymore to external factors, it's basically due to anxiety, stress..I've been like this for years, back pains, headaches, chest pain, body ache. Perhaps, it's an indication that my body says NO to all of it or maybe I'm NOT really FIT for it. I got the results of my annual check up, all the more I get depress reading it. The significant finding in my Chest X-Ray is Thoracic Dextroscoliosis. I have ran through a couple of reading materials and basically I am not happy about it. Who would be, anyway? I decided to bravely DEAL with it the next few days. Aside from this thing, the one that continues hurting me is that I cannot go on to what I really WANT to do. I want CHANGE in my life routine. I know nothing comes easy. Everything must be work hard on but I'm just so frustrated that until now because of other reasons, once again, I cannot RESIGN. I know deep down within me that I want something else. I just hope sooner, I have the guts to DO IT.

LIVING WELL is like a luxury nowadays. It does not mean one aspect of one's life rather, it's the holistic aspect we are talking into. I want to be okay with all aspect - Psychologically, physically, emotionally, socially and spiritually. I hope I will reach to that point. I know in time, I'm positive that I will ACHIEVE it.

I want to do the things I REALLY WANT because through that I know I would be more PRODUCTIVE. And with being like that HAPPINESS naturally comes from within and that's when I find FULFILLMENT.